[Music] I'm Matthew hael and this tune is called what I've [Music] found [Music] feels like I'm being used yes I've been abused both neglected and you often [Music] confused it feels like I've been let down and I've been and tossed around both neglected and often confused coming up roses maybe four leaf clovers for you anded you put it all on hold did you do what you were so oh old did you find that the reason for living is to grow old it's what I [Music] found feels like I'm being used yes I've been abused both neglected and do often confused no it's coming down and coming round and playing these same old [Music] games maybe soda markets they have been flow rubber ceiling doesn't help help it though sweet honey Funny Money pay accountants just to make [Music] it and did you put it all on hold did you do what you were so old did you find that the reason for living is to grow old [Music] I am here I am the same I know and I know I play the game that I go that I go the same I am here I am a fit and I know and I know if I thre a f that I'd go that I'd go the same [Music] you put it on hold did you do what you were so oh old did you find that the reason for living is to grow old it's what I [Music] found feels like I'm being used yes I've been abused both neglected and do often confused no it's coming down and coming round and playing these same old games letting them go but I just can't exchange the rules the tools excuses you use for me they're coming a [Music] catastrophe and did you put it all on hold did you do what you were oh old find that the reason for living is to grow [Music] old and did you put it all on hold did you do what you were told oh old did you find that the reason for living is to grow old it's what [Music] I I write a little abstract it kind of comes from the subconscious uh and an ideal pop up a phrase a turn of phrase that you say and the turn of phrase in this song was the the reason for living is to grow old that was the impetus to the song which I felt embodied kind of a live in the present moment kind of thing uh not literally that the only thing to life is to grow old but that um the rest of the lyrics were developed as tension the chords are tension uh and the kind of message is no matter what might happen just live in the present moment don't worry about what the meaning of life is or or the future or the past live in the present and uh glib way of saying that was the the reason for living is to grow old