[Music] are you prob oh that's cool [Music] yeah hi I'm ya and this is my song unknown [Music] oh baby I have been noticing I don't treat me how I should be treated as of L I've been degrading me baby oh baby maybe what we have is not good for me I want to try first I keep progressing it gets depressing baby sometimes I don't know if I should just be all alone if I'd be happy now sh you'd call my phone if I could trust myself when nothing set in stone and except beond no I wish that I could be more like my mother when I don't have control I stay unbothered stop handing my value over to others oh no not another oh baby baby baby baby I have to learn to love myself before I get to you I try to re present but I can't avoid the truth please don't waste your youth on me on me oh want you to find your joy but I keep dragging you down and I can't help but to lose myself when you come around I know it's unfair but my self-esteem hits the ground I just need to be found but by me baby it's not your responsibility I got to be the one to save me [Music] sa say sometimes I don't know if I should just be all alone if i' be happy now wishing that you'd call my phone I wish that I could trust myself and accept the on no no [Music] baby baby baby oh my song unkknown uh was written mostly when I was kind of just in a moment of realizing like what I had going on romantically wasn't really meant to be right then and there I still had a lot of work to do on myself um in terms of like selfworth and like self-love and um I even touch on like not wanting to find my value and how others see me within that song um and so that's kind of something that I had the realization that is like something I needed to work on um so it's kind of just like a heartbreaking song about like you know breaking that to someone like I just need to focus on myself in order for me to love you how you deserve to be loved I need to love myself how I deserve to be loved first