[Music] [Music] [Music] I'm ya and this is my song [Music] apartment [Music] your words scraped into the pavement of my mind sometimes I feel like I never do this right each time I think that I finally reach a Smooth Spot I get H with a reality that isn't too kind I'm s safe in the void I built in my bed where it's just me entertaining the voices in my head sometimes they want me to do better sometimes I want me dead I'm just much happier in my apartment instead alone in my bed in my apartment instead alone isolated all the words I left unstated body language untranslated spiral of my own making I just want to stop this aching just so damn hard on myself can't get out of my mind out of my mind out of my mind of my mind I'm safe in the void I built in my bed where it's just me entertaining the voices in my head sometimes they want me to do better sometimes they want me dead I'm just much happier my apartment instead alone in my bed my apartment instead I feel good with that one yeah me too apartment was written um when I was just in a feeling of just doubt uh feeling like every time I step out of my house um people like just people were peopling like too much and I just felt like nothing I said or did like would satisfy anyone um and so I also have like an inner sabator that will critique me sometimes s um and so that's when I kind of talk about like the voices in my head like they either want me to do better they want me dead um not for real but uh the you know it's just kind of talking about overthinking and like um feeling like you just want to be to yourself and just people more people more problems kind of vibe you know just stay to yourself alone